terça-feira, 13 de novembro de 2012

Everything better plan

              I told my friends I wanted to write something for you, Jack Barakat, to show you how important you are to me. But you are that special and it’s hard for me to find the right words, I don’t know, I think anything I write here won’t be enough but at least I’m trying.
                You are such an amazing person, you’re funny, you’re nice, you bring happiness to everyone. You are beautiful inside and out. This is so rare,  y’know, it makes you even more fantastic. I’m so glad I met you (not in person yet, but I hope it happens soon), because everything now seems better.  It’s amazing how you can change everything. You always put a smile on my face, it doesn’t matter if I’m all sad, if everything is making me cry, you have the power to change that! I bet this happens too with everyone who knows you. I have a friend that doesn’t even like ATL but she loves you because of the perfect way you are, woo! I bet you’re so proud of being yourself (and if you’re not, you should be!) and omg, if people were more like you, the world would be such a better place.
                I love you, and every day this loves grows, every day it gets even bigger, but you know, loving you is easy (actually not that easy but ok) because anything about you is enough to make someone love you. Seriously.
                I remember the first time you replied me on Twitter and how this made me feel like the happiest person in the world, I was trying for so long. You were doing a reply spree all the time but never replied me, but I knew I shouldn’t give up because I believed that sooner or later you would notice me, and this happened in June 15 for the first time! Omfg, it feels like it was yesterday and everytime I remember this, there's a big and sincere smile on my face. I’m so proud to love you, I’m so proud of the person you are.  It’s kinda insane how I spend my days thinking of you, imagining how perfect will be the day that I’ll finally meet you and have my chance to hug you and tell how much I love you looking into your eyes, oh Gosh.
              For real, imagine those moments bring me happiness, even if just for a moment. I put the music out loud and I start to pretend that I’m at the show and I just don’t care about anything and anybody else, then I imagine we having a great conversation (by ‘we’, I mean ATL for sure) and then spend seconds hugging you and see you smiling at me, oh my God, I hope this will really happen someday. I keep the faith.
                I don’t know what would be of me without you, you know exactly how to make me happy (and you don’t even know me lol), you made my life special, you gave meaning to it. Now I don’t know what to say anymore and think I already talked too much, I’m sorry. But I need to thank you for all the things you’ve done and do in my life, they were and are great and have changed so many things in me, made me a better person. You make me feel much more alive, it’s so good to call you my idol, my hero, my boy ;) I know I haven’t said everything I’d like to say to you here, seems like all the right words run away when we need it the most haha. Well, once again, thank you, Jack, for every single thing, for always give me a reason to smile, give me a reason to believe, to be strong, to keep going.
                You are one of the most amazing things that has ever happened in my life, and I thank God for this. I love you so much, Jack. Never forget this, ok? Because this is the only thing I'm pretty sure of <3

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